For some reason I feel so stupid like I am always doing things the wrong way all the time. I can’t seem to do or say the right things at the right times. I don’t get it. Some people say I am just thing over things to hard. I don’t know if that is it or because she is my grandmother she is just telling me that. I am not in a big group all the time so it seems like I feel out of place when I am there and never know what to say to people or haw to react when they are around me. I was thinking of asking Michelle what she thinks but never can get up the nerve to or even if it the right thing to do.